_temuto.

IT  WAS  A  TANTALIZING  FEAR  OF  HIS  ^{_{to  be  there  for  somebody  and  not  be  able  to  help  ——}  maybe  it  roped  back  to  allison  _{,  her  lying  in  his  arms  dying  with  him  not  being  able  to  ease  her  into  the  void  .  but  he  knew  he  would  never  stop  himself  from  helping  someone  who  asked  .  someone  like  spencer  ‘  i  have  to  try  to  ——-}}  don’t  i  _{^{’  he  felt  the  weight  of  those  he  lost  daily  .  never  not  going  through  it  without  them  .  to  simply  ignore  them  would  be  showing  them  those  failures  had  defined  him  .  scott’s  hand  grabbed  the  others  ————-  held  tightly  as  the  girl  spoke  about  her  problems  .  ‘  you’re}}  grieving  _{^{————  you  see  her  because  a  part  of  your  brain  isn’t  caught  up  with  reality  .  ’  he  felt  emotions  coming  through  his  words  .  ‘  people  often  grieve  for  days  ——–  or  years  ’  he  spoke  the  last  words  as  if  he  believed  them  to  be  his  own  FATE  .  ‘  ———-  all  you  have  to  do  is  tell  yourself  its  not  real  ’  easier  said  than  done}} 

_{❛    but what if it just keeps getting}  so much worse?   ❜     _{it was spoken barely above a whisper    ——–    ,    unshed tears springing to eyes in the state of fragility.    depression and anxiety both demons that went in hand and hand.   PARANOIA.   jumpiness.   from several sleepless nights of nothing but}   tossing and turning. _{however   ,   it seemed as if the boy she’s known a lifetime and thought so highly of knew exactly what she was talking about.   both of them on the same wavelength.   while differing in terms of MORAL VALUES to a degree   ,   this was something both of them dealt with.   trauma.   returning a wet gaze   ,  orbs grew wide while her head shook slightly.      ❛    i just want it all to stop.   i haven’t gotten a full night’s sleep since   ——–     ,      ❜      voice abruptly cut off    ,   but knew she didn’t have to finish for him to understand.   during the pause    ,    chest heaved and the only sound was a light heartbreaking sniffle.     ❛    it seems so real.  sometimes  i   ,    ——   i can swear she’s right there in the room.     ❜}