_{* .   warprone.}

_{behind  eyes  that  are  screwed  shut ,  fighting  the  pull  of  consciousness ,  there’s  stringing  thoughts  of  what  time  is  it ,  i’m  gonna  kill  ,  buzzing  through  a  hazy  mind .  but  it  all  falls  away  and  evaporates  when  one  sound  rings  out ,  a  feat  she  recognizes  all  too  well  herself  ,  that  has  her  eyes  flying  open  and  she’s  propping  herself  up  on  her  elbows  in  a  flash  .   ❛     spence   ————-     ❜     in  a  tone  is  stern  but  soft  ,  knowing  better  what  happens  when  you’re  scared  awake  on  top  of  the  pressing  TERRORS .  to  no  avail  she  brings  herself  closer  to  spencer’s  side ,  brushing  her  hair  back  in  a  gentle ,  as  firm  as  possible  stroke .   ❛     …   spencer .     ❜      …  ❤  …    @breedsmisery}

_{LOST IN HER BEASTS  that plague mind every night   ——–     ,    it takes a pull of a trigger to awaken.  it’s the same dream every night for the past few weeks now.   mindlessly walking through an admittedly familiar vacant area that withheld memories that had been meant to be suppressed.  dream so abstract it was almost difficult to tell what message it was trying to send her.  not even algebraic equations one usually succeeded at were this complicated TO SOLVE.   it always ended the same    ,   with spencer clueless and shaking with tremors.  a sharp gasp exhaled so quickly she choked when abruptly sitting upward  ,  coughs sputtering until tears clung to eyes.   still finding it difficult to catch a breath when a familiar face came into focus   ,   clumsily leaning back at realizing she’d forgotten someone else was also attempting sleep.} 

_{❛    i woke you up again.   ❜      voice was rough   ,   hyperventilations died down to ragged pants.}