_{*.  valorbled.}

_{^{the  question  was  fair  ——–  maybe  needed  at  another  time  ,  but  fair  .  the  room  still  filled  with  the  silence  that  was  there  before  she  spoke  .   ‘  its  funny  ————–  i  didn’t  even  need  you  to  say  who  you  were  talking  about  ‘  there  was  nothing  funny  about  the  question  .  at  least  not  in  the  tone  it  was  asked  ,  it  was  serious  .  too  serious  to  ignore  or  shrug  off  in  that  moment  .  body  shifts  in  the  small  chair  the  alpha  sat  ‘  truth  is  ——  the  moments  after  ,  hell  months  after  i  couldn’t  imagine  myself  being  happy  ——-  or  alive  .  ‘  it  was  a  risk  to  talk  about  such  a  mindset  ,  even  if  the  alpha  grew  out  of  it  for  the  moment  .  it  wouldn’t  stop  spencer  from  leaving  ,  or  looking  at  him  weak  for  wanting  to  die  at  such  a  young  age  .  a  clear  of  the  throat  ,  with  a  smile  to  match  her  light  laugh  .  ‘  no  ——-  god  no  ,  but  i  wish  there  were  ,  maybe  if  there  were  ,  it  would  save  a  lot  of  pain  ,  huh  .  why  do  you  ask  ———  was  there  something  you  wanted  to  talk  about}}  ?  _^‘

_{❛    how do you get past it?  how do you just   ———    ,   keep going?    ❜     question is genuine   ,   with no judgement detected behind any syllables.   and it’s asked before she could chicken out   ,  only realizing after it’s already said that she had used do instead of did like previous intentions.   perhaps trying to use scott’s past expierence to try and help with whatever was going on with her now.    but still attempted to stay onmious however  ,    as onmious as one could remain to a TRUE ALPHA.   despite it was tedious task to hide anything from him    ——-     ,   let alone a werewolf.   they could sniff out any lies from just a human heartbeat.    ❛    that’s a bummer.   i could really use an off switch.  or a whole new brain.     ❜     little humour was there   ,   a glimmer of smile that lacked the emotion it was supposed to bring.  faking it took a lot effort.   lifeless flecks of hazel suddenly grew wider at his question   ,   using more life to foreign functionality.    ❛    no   ,   no    ——   ,    i think it’s just getting late.  is all.  it’s nothing.   ❜}